This inexplicable feeling of emptiness, my heart is hollow and i'm wasting away..
Well, not really but i feel like crap. I'm so glad to be home after spending 3 days in a chalet that smells like seafood! Hehe. Soap and shampoo never felt and smelled so good. Sigh. My mind's empty now. There are certain things i couldn't be less bothered about anymore. Life's like that, we care about the things we want to and the people who shows us care & concern. We don't always get what we wish for but if you want something, do something about it. I don't know why i'm saying these, i've just been really confused lately. The way things are looking now, i can only hope for better.
Happy belated birthday Joycelyn!
@ 00:01
Everything is falling into place.
When i look at you, i see a stranger.
I've said hurtful things, but it made me feel good.
& i've never felt so lonely in my life.
When the day comes i'll not grief again.
What's the point if you don't need it, but want it?
It's just like chocolate, it makes you content and it fills your stomach,but only for a little while.
(*sigh*, i love chocolate)
Nothing'll ever be perfect, but if i can't have anything, i'd rather have nothing at all.
Right?
The reason why i haven't been blogging is mostly because my life has been mundane and i had little or no access to the internet. Until recently, my eventless streak has ended and i needed to get this out.
I'M BORED! ASK ME OUT!
(oh & bella sry i know i'm supposed to climb today, but the plans i thought i had were cancelled)
Hmm...what else. Right. The good guys are always either taken, gay or undiscovered. Heh. Sucks for all the girls out there wishing for one. But hell, who needs guys around when there's chocolate, girls and dildos. Haha.
@ 16:04