i have no idea why
why i started thinking of that little kitten i took care of
and my tears started dropping.
"what the hell happened to her?"
OH! btw dino is female (:
not a boyboy.
i discovered that when chatting with linette x_x
she said the boys have 2balls danglin off their groin.
awww.
dino has none
i just realised how evil i have been.
i wish to start life new.
or sometimes i just wanna end it.
so nobody will ever remember.
anw
arctic monkeys are funny.
the lead singer is kinda cute.
he has big innocent-looking eyes.
i've also been watching mtv hoping to catch their live performance
they are INDIEROCK
and i dig them(:
people are getting more shallow.
as a result people start getting vainer.
cus looks matters so much nowadays.
haha(:
i want a nose job.
im not contented with my current nose.
food for thought:
if you had a certain something that people liked
but you dont.
would you be contented just knowing that people actually like it?
or would you continue being discontented cus it doesn't fulfill ur personal content?
would you want to remove or change that certain something just so that u'll be happy?
but that will mean that people around would be disappointed, but u dont care just as long as ure happy?
the point is:
others or yourself?
oh btw the certain something isn't something that is fake or pretended.
its something genuine. umm nvm this part is redundant.
the former, ' others', relates to self-sacrifice, some self-denial, and acceptance.
sacrifice of own's happiness for others
maybe denying the dislike to the certain smth
and accepting the certain smth.
the latter is selfishness.
no explanation needed (:
well see ya later, innovator
x_x<3
@ 19:31